Wow, as I sit hear trying to figure out how to explain what I have experienced this morning, my head is spinning. I may have to walk away and come back to it. Im not sure. A few years back while living in Venice Florida I bought a book called “The Journey Home” a Kryon Parable . Its written by Lee Carroll and inspired by the entity Kryon. Its not a long book but one that has intensity. It seems to parallel my journey from my mid twenties to now.
I have had the book for a few years and hadn’t read it til now. It apparently wasn’t time. Its the story of Michael Thomas and the seven angels. Let me tell you what brought me here. In the past couple of years I have been trying to change my location to get back to the United States to be of help to my mom and my step dad . Mom has Alzheimer’s and I want to help her as she maneuver’s this part of her life. After all that we have been through I still hold a great deal of love for my mom. I look at her as not only my mom but another soul who has traversed many challenges in this lifetime. She’s come a long way baby.
Anyway, I have been so determined to sell this house in Panama, that I have forgotten so much of what I have learned. For one,you cant push against the universe, it pushes back. I have been asking God,why am I here in this place, on this earth if I cant do a simple thing like help my mom. So many times I have yelled at God and my guides and angels and who ever else that will listen. I have forgotten to embrace who I am as a soul and too take a moment on my journey and focus on self worth.
I have been questioning the value of this home I am selling and not embracing my own value. I am realizing that I don’t have to work so hard, but to know that If I ask for help it’s there and remember that I deserve to have an easy path if that’s what I choose. It doesn’t have to be as hard as I am making it. To look back at my near death experience and feel the loving energy that told me I will be okay and to just hang on, it would be problem solved. That I am worthy of all of the love that is out there to be had. I deserve to move forward with joy and ease.
After all that I have learned, I am realizing today it wasn’t completely forgotten. Its still there I just have to ask and use the tools that have been given to me as I have raised my awareness in this life. There is so much more and while being here is important, its not all there is. While I am here having these experiences I cant forget that I have the sword of truth, the shield of knowledge and the armor of spirit just like Michael Thomas in the book I just read.
I will use these tools to the best of my ability and they will help me remember that home is always in my heart and that I will go farther if I quit pushing and be in the moment. The now. I know, I know, its easier said than done when we are in the middle of the shit storm ,but I made it this far. I am slowly releasing the baggage I picked up in all my earlier years. I am finding all of these new tools much lighter things to carry, like spirit and truth and knowledge.
I will keep walking and the path will keep rising up to meet me no matter which way I turn. I know in my heart, that I am protected and will wallow in the muck a little less each time. I share this with you in hopes that it will, in turn, raise your awareness on some level. We are worthy of so much love and enlightenment there is no reason not to share. Love & Light.